5 minutes to endless fame

Am be the one to blame...
Thoughts like worms they climb
It was so real inside the womb
I was put to feel the shame
Illusion of a life time
they ditch me like a useless being
Then I get a song to sing
my 5 minutes to endless fame

Dangerous Obsession-The Prologue

He fell in love and that was the beginning.As everyone do at least once in their life;Truly,madly, crazily,deeply and to be frank lustfully.And think what, it was his first one too...
She had become his obsession.Dangerous,he used to ponder over that thought every now and then.Its like she dissolved in his blood and waiting to explode and ooze through his cerebral cells destructing himself.Every heartbeat of him echoing her name silently,every breath filled profusely with her fragrance , every thought engraved with only one form of life-she.When he was with her his world was confining to a point-They.

And here starts his story ,a story of dangerous obsession.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0DGa2oQsvg

Lying here in arms...

It was the finest of the thoughts...
when u were lying in my arms...
MY love... I could recall every moment we spent together.....
I can cry myself to sleep every night
I cant change the things youve done
We had it there then it slipped away
Yeah I left the song unsung...
and I am finding it hard to believe
we parted in the midway thru.....

Love it last so long...
I never realised.....

We made each other lying here in my arms...
Completing oneselves... searching for that eternal love...
O my love.....

Loser...

There's something deep inside of me that always reminds me of the limit of my capabilites...
Something so rooted that cannot be erased, I try to diminish its effect remembering my achievements...What can I name it... My achiles ft?may be...
Remenisences of my past ... The way I treated people who loved me....Thats effecting a self degrading effect on my morale.. my confidence...

Truth???

Isn't it quite ironic but true?
In life the person who brings out the best inside you and the one who makes you strong,actullay turns out to be your greatest weakness...

For a friend....

What should I scribe?

Words do they fail me now ... at a moment I desperately want to express my feelings to a person who unknowingly became a part of me........

Destined to be together for a very short span of life,we started as collegues..But how and when I took him as a good friend? the question still intrigues me..

There were times I mocked at him... made a joke of him His ways words attitude behaviour.. anything and everything of him I criticized... Was that for to make him smarter ?

I was just trying to make him realize his weakness his flaws in my own way.. May be the path was rude but you cant question my motive,my dear friend...

Anyway he was a good friend of mine..

A shoulder to cry on...

A soul to depend on...

A support to hang on...

At those times I needed them the most....

dev..............

Couldn't even realize that she was moving away from me....

The one I loved more than my life....

I have my own actions to blame

wasting away a soul so naive.....